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Writer's pictureMarcel Feldmar

this deep hatred of misery



such delightful isolation

surrounding 

as my mind opens up 

like a gentle stab


velvet car crash


chewing on knives 

and I’m speechless with red


love me 

sedate me 

drain me 

watch me drown


leaving nothing behind


except an empty chair


the deep shadow 

of a subterranean death wish


and the subtle persistence

of fog


 


Marcel Feldmar grew up in Canada, and then left. 

He spent some time in an institution called The Jack Kerouac School of Disembodied Poetics, but ended up living in Los Angeles, where his words get caught in traffic. He has been working on some spoken word / music collaborations, which can be found under the name Blue Discordant Way on Bandcamp. Feldmar has contributed poetry to the Curious Nothing and Rabbit’s Foot Magazine, and his full-length novel, Awkward on the Rocks, is coming soon from Dead Sky Publishing.

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